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mood:  complacent music: "for all the wrong reasons" Nickelback
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I swear, i've had to keep myself busy lately. Everytime i'm not around friends or doing somethin i can focus on, my mind becomes a traitor to itself and i cant stand it. Its been like this for a while now, never able to come to a steady line of thought for more than a few days.Today was one of the worst as far as all that goes, but, it got better. I got the NEw Nickelback CD. This is one of those cd's you can just fall into and not come out of. Just what i needed. |
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| 09:31pm 21/09/2005 |
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mood:  pissed off
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I'll be the first to say it, "OMG YOU UPDATED" Dont worry bout the mood, i just have met a few real assholes in the world.
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| 11:31pm 19/08/2005 |
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| 10:38pm 14/08/2005 |
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i have decided that one of my many new goals for this year will be to make as many friends as i can and have the people i am friends with already be even closer friends, because, afterall, a man is nothing without friends. So, i am asking you, will you be my friend?
PS: someone other than allyssa and lindsey comment |
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| 11:29am 14/08/2005 |
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mood:  tired music: "When september ends" green day
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I wrote this this morning, let me know what you think.
LIfe is to be purgatory,
but the bad outweighed the good.
The Blind Lady tipped the scales
Just like i knew she would
So much pain still to feel
So many unseen wounds to heal
My struggle goes on and on
I've barely managed to live this long
My life has been asking questions
for answers never found
I'm sick of searching all the time
just put me under ground
So much pain still to feel
so many unseen wounds to heal
My struggle goes on and on
I've barely managed to live this long
I've seen Death work all my life
He will put my troubles to an end
But He made me decide
Instead of breaking, i think i'll bend
So much pain still to feel
so many unseen wounds to heal
my struggle goes on and on
I've barely managed to live this long
But a blinding light came through
and in the end it was you
you showed me which road to take
and prevented my biggest mistake
So much pain left to feel
so many unseen wounds to heal
my struggle goes on and on
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| 01:35am 11/07/2005 |
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mood: tired
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| 11:46pm 03/07/2005 |
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mood:  vgv
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I'm bored and not very tired. this blows. i get to spend the 4th painting my room... dont worry, i'll try not to have too much fun... i cant go and do anything lately between work and $. in about 10 minutes it'll be 26 days till registration. i better start readin... |
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| 11:18pm 30/06/2005 |
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mood:  happy music: 50 first dates
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Hello my name is_______.
I ________ Ham.
Ham is _______.
Me + Ham = _______.
I wish me and Ham were ______.
If I were alone in a room with Ham, I would _______.
I want Ham to know that I __________.
I think Ham should _________.
Ham needs to _________.
I want to ____________ Ham.
Someday Ham will ________.
Ham reminds me of _______.
Without Ham I would _______.
Memories of Ham are ________.
Ham can be __________.
The worst thing about Ham is _________.
The best thing about Ham is _________.
Ham loves _________.
I am ________ with Ham. |
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| 11:16pm 30/06/2005 |
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mood: happy music: 50 first dates
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[x] when and how did we meet:
[x] have you ever seen me with my shirt off:
[x] have you ever seen me cry:
[x] describe me in four adjectives:
[x] if we could spend a day together what would we do:
[x] have we ever gotten in a fight:
[x] if you could give me a present what would it be:
[x] would you hug me:
[x] what do you really think of me:
[x] have we ever kissed:
[x] has there ever been anything you wanted to tell me, but were scared to:
[x] wanna makeout:
[x] name one thing you dont like about me: |
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| 09:45pm 30/06/2005 |
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mood: tired music: Girl Next Door
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| 08:08pm 19/06/2005 |
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You're the hero! You protect the ones you love and
always rescuing somebody! You always have the
noble cause, though you hit your share of
problems and can at times be angsty you always
pull through and stick through to your
principles and values!
What's your anime personality?
brought to you by Quizilla |
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| 03:54pm 15/06/2005 |
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mood:  morose music: "baskett case" green day
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For those of you who don't know, i might have cancer. My mom had a melonoma when she was younger and i am covered in irregular moles. I had the worst one taken out today, so, i now have a hole about a 1/4" deep in my back the size of your pinky's fingernail. They are gonna run tests on the mole they cut off, and, if it is cancerous, i get to have holes like that all over my body. Anyway, my official conclusion is that today sucks. I fell asleep on my back and it my it bleed more so i had to change shirts. I also have work tomorrow. This sucks.... but atleast i have good music. |
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| 06:26pm 14/06/2005 |
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mood: tired music: "The Reason" Hoobastank
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This is my office. Just incase anyone was wondering. I have to finish all the paperwork on my desk by august. I'm gonna die lol. |
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| 11:05pm 07/06/2005 |
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mood:  distressed
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In short....long day. My first day of work was today. I am working at my dad's office. My first tedius assignment is to completely reorganize and recatagorize my dad's data base of around 3000 clients. This entire summer is going ot be one big BTE class... and i am barely getting paid over minimum wage. If anyone knows of a cool place that is hiring, let me know pls. Especially if one of yall works there lol, it could be fun. Save me from the life of a cubical!!!!!!!! |
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| 08:21pm 05/06/2005 |
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mood:  bouncy music: family guy
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WOULD U
[_] go out with me
[_] give me your number
[_] kiss me
[_] let me kiss you
[_] watch a movie with me
[_] let me take you out to dinner
[_] let me drive you somewhere
[_] cut some rug with me
[_] take a shower with me
[_] be my bf/gf
[_] take nudie pix with me
[_] have a fling with me
[_] let me buy you a drink
[_] take me home for the night
[_] Would you let me sleep in your bed
[_] Sing car karaoke w/ me
[_] re-post this for me to answer your questions
[_] give me a piggyback ride
[_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere
[_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me
[_] lick my cheek
[_] dance with me
[_] let me make you breakfast
[_] tap that ass
[_] help me with homework
[_] tickle me to death
[_] let me tickle you
[_] stick up for me if i was being put down
[_] carress my body
[_] play strip poker with me
[_] say yes if i asked you out
[_] get wasted with me
[_] instant message me
[_] greet me in public
[_] hang out with me
[_] bring me around your friends
D0 Y0U
[_] think im cute
[_] think im hot
[_] want to kiss me
[_] want to cuddle wit me
[_] want to hook up with me
ARE WE
[_] aquintences
[_] friends
[_] in a relationship
[_] gonna have kids
AM i
[_] smart
[ ] cute
[_] funny
[_] cool
[_] loveable
[_] adorable
[_] compassionate
[_] annoying
[_] great to be with
[_] attractive
[_] mean
[_] odd
HAVE Y0U EVER
[_] thought about me
[_] thought there might be an "us"
[_] thought about hookin up with me
[_] found yourself wanting a kiss from me
[_] wished i were there
[_] grabbed me
[_] had a crush on me
[_] idolized me
[_] wanted my number
[_] had a dream about me
[_]been distracted by me
ARE Y0U
[_] done with this survey
[_] happy you know me
[_] mad at me
[_] thinkin bout me
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| 05:57pm 05/06/2005 |
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mood: bored music: tv
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My bday was pretty fun. Went to lunch and a movie with Forrest. The Longest Yard was freakin hillarious. Had Forrest come over and spend the night too. My dad fixed me a fillet mignion and lobster tail, with a side of homemade mac n' cheese for supper. Got gifts from the rents and the cat.... my granies forgot about my bday and are sending things in the mail.... i guess i can forgive them since they are old..... lol. 14 was a good year. 15 has been pretty boring so far, and kinda depressing. I have moved back into my room. I am sleeping on the floor with nothing but a tv and a computer in my room. Please God, someone call me... i'm soooooooooo bored! |
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| 09:02pm 31/05/2005 |
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bovineunite.com Everyone has got to check this out. It is freakin funny. We must protect ourselves against the cows! |
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| 12:00am 30/05/2005 |
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Ok, i know i usually don't put much into dreams but, this was interesting.
I was someone with some degree of royalty or importance in my late teen's/ early 20's. I was in good shape and always accompanied around the palace or castle or whatever by my body guard/ best friend Forrest and my girlfriend/ fiance who shall remain nameless. I was enjoying life until one of my subordinates tried to undermine my authority so i punished him. He then promptly staged a cou de ta and tride to have me and my fiance killed. There were three magical artifacts that made my rule legitament. A rapier, a gold bracelet, and an orb of onyx. I manaed to escape into a city(don't ask about the whole castle to city change i don't know.)By we i mean my girlfriend, forrest and myself. I went to a man that was still loyal to me and tearfully departed with my love. Afterward, Forrest and I had a minor skirmish (with swords) with the people persuing us. I was lightly slashed in my shoulder but otherwise we were OK. We escaped into a flea market and split up, planning on hiding the magic artifacts until later when we could safely come back and get them.I decided to keep the rapier with me for self defense but i hid the bracelet with a trinket salesman's stock. Forrest took the orb and disguised it as part of a lamp post( i thought it was a brilliant idea). WE then met up and went to rally the few who still supported me. We amassed a large force and had an open conflict in the street. The last thing i remember is seeing the evil guy holding my fiance over the edge of a bridge with me trying to run to her safety. I then get run through by a blade. Forrest rushes over to try and save me but gets cut down in the process. The last thing i remember is seeing hrough red eyes the evil guy standing over me and my fiance screaming as he slit her throat......
It made one hell of a dream but it is just a different version of the reoccuring night mare i used to have. Having my only loved ones get struck down with me being helpless. Let me know what you think on all of this. |
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